XOXO.

Gossip girl ended a few weeks ago, but i've been too sad to talk about it. I mean, it really was the ultimate series. full of attractive people and my favorite power couple. all i can say is at least it ended perfectly.

The City Life.

The constant buzz of my alarm sounds at exactly 5:45 but it doesn't matter, i've been awake for half an hour listening to the city wake up. My feet press firmly against the floor as I make the five foot trek to my bathroom. Hair, makeup, teeth brushed, presentable. Whole grain toast for breakfast a midst the panic stricken I can't find my other boot moment. Down seven flights of stairs, and out into the commotion before the clock hits seven. Children board the subway, navigating the world like everyone else but with school as their destination. The sun peaks up from behind the mountainous buildings, its rays scream good morning to all the people running late. each person has a destination, a purpose, somewhere to be, something to do. the busy, chaotic schedule leaves everyone alive. without a spare second to think about the minuscule troubles that wait for them at home. something new every day.

We just found out we're going back in three months and it's more exciting than Christmas morning. I love this city with all my heart. Someday it will be my city, you just wait and see. for now, a visit here and there will have to do.

12-12-12 for Nutmegan

Happy 12-12-12! We can pretend that it is this monumental day, but in all reality, I got up and got dressed just like any other day. I was late to school though. Maybe that's a sign. This week just needs to end very quickly and all will be well. Actually, all would already be well if I didn't have a dreaded group video project in Spanish worth a million points due FRIDAY. Did I mention that we haven't even started? It's Wednesday. So instead of being a productive human during free period, i'm blogging. It's more productive than I was yesterday though. Yesterday I literally spent the entire hour and twenty minutes pinning gossip girl pictures on pinterest. seriously. Hello productivity, right? At least i'm not in college worrying about stuff like finals. I mean, you fail one of those and five hundred dollars goes painfully down the drain. Hurrah for being young for the moment. However young I am, the bell for third period has just sounded and I must go pass Forensic Science.
As noted in the title, this post is dedicated to my fabulous first born, and kitchen aid, Nutmegan. way to be awesome at mixing stuff.

Adios! Que Te Vaya Bien!
ignore the fact that my spanish above is missing accents. this computer hates me.

Sarah.

The day blogging again became a good idea.

Sometimes I have five million thoughts too many and not a place to put them. In all reality, I think that i'm hilarious. Someday when i get married, i'm naming my children after food. I feel like i'm too grown up for high school, but too little to go to college. I don't like waiting, for anything. Currently I REALLY don't like waiting to hear back from colleges. Patience, Sarah, patience. I'm embarrassed by my past blog posts from years ago. Did I really think my life was over when that worst-idea-ever summer fling ended? I'm almost half way through my senior year and it really can't end fast enough. I think that working retail at Christmas time is the most hilarious thing ever: Are you really going to yell at me because we're out of lego's? okay then.
welcome to the inside of my head.
it's all real here.
why pretend to have some perfect life with perfect pictures and perfect stories when it's not real?
i'm back blogosphere.

Sarah.